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Sometimes you just need a friend to be by your side. Sometimes you need to be told everything will be alright. Sometimes you just need to cry. Sometimes you just need a shoulder to cry on. Sometimes you just need to tell some one what is wrong. Sometimes you just need a hug. Sometimes you just need to know you are loved. Sometimes you need a hand to hold. Sometimes You need to get your mind off of things. Sometimes you just wish you were alone...
And others, none of this is what you need. There are times when you just can't stop thinking about what is wrong. There are times when things just don't get better. There are times when not even a hug can help. There are times when crying only makes it worse. There are times when even that good friend of yours doesn't know what to do. There are times when knowing you are loved doesn't do a thing. There are times when that hand you are holding slips out of reach. There are times when being alone doesn't satisfy your needs...
There are somethings that may never get better. There are things that may scar you for life. There are somethings that you just can't seem to forget...
There is no cure for these things, except the sweet, warm, welcoming hand of death...
But even death cannot fix everything, because once you have left no one will be able to forget about you. All the smiles you were able to bring. All the laughs you had together. All the tears you cried. All the secret you shared. All the fights you had. All the crazy moments you had. All the weird outfits you wore. All the crazy outbursts you had. All the songs you liked...
The memories you leave behind will never be forgotten, and once you leave, all of those memories will bring tears to the eyes of the people you once loved. The people you once loved will always be suffering from losing you, they would be in so much pain because you left. They would wish they could see you again, that they could bring you back. Unfortunately, we all know that cannot happen, and that all that will ever be is a wish...
So I ask you this one last question...
Is it better to be suffering on the inside...while the people you love are happy because you are there...or having to watch the people you love suffer because they lost you?
 ii_angelic_demon · Thu Apr 15, 2010 @ 05:11am · 0 Comments |
