This feeling has become unbearable
I go to a girl, a boy, anyone in the hallway
The turn around as if they didn't see me
I tap someone on the shoulder to ask a simple question
They yell "What?!"
Then I come home always happy
I'm never in a bad mood
I'm never screaming
That is until I call the love of my dreams
And she seems so happy at first
But within the first 5 minutes she ignores me
She pays more attention to the TV or her sister
I tell her I love her
She replies with, "You too"
I wonder if I told her I hated her
If she would say "You too" to that too
And on the days like this
My only hope is a friend
A friend who is always too busy to talk to me
A friend who is no better than the people at school
For once
I just wish someone would really love me
I dream about someone who believes I'm worth every bit of their attention
But wishes don't come true
And dreams are just dreams
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