The words that you spoke echo deep in my head. Is it true that you think I'm better off dead? Is it true that if I die, you won't care? And even when I'm crawling, you are never there. Your hypocrisy and hatred I am forced to bare, because of the one roof we are destined to share. The option to leave I would undertake if i could. I am fed up with feeling absolutely misunderstood. Your wish for my death, I'd grant for good. When pushed to the brink, I know that I should. If only it could be an actual possibility, something I can make into a concrete reality. If you don't want me, then who the hell will? Confusion in my own heart, how should feel? I am tired of this ridiculous invisibility and this total sense of responsibility.
Chahklat · Mon Jun 07, 2010 @ 04:51am · 0 Comments |