life sucks...
II been talking to this girl for several months and i told her i love her....
I asked her out and she said she wasnted to wait and see how i was....
Days have turned in to weeks and weeks into months...
I'm lossing hope and it hurt little by little each day even more!
I love her yet i have the hope she dose too....
Was i ment to live a lonly life and suffer like i was.... SHea and angel brougth to me by god.... I never thought i would love but .... i felt it for the first time when i spoke to her.... I sended her gifts and poems but she oly says thanx...
I love her more than the world it self and if anything would ever happends to her it would be the end of all my hope.... Just one kiss i would like to seal from her ...
but it seems that , that will be impossible.... I can't hid the way i feel about her ...She makes every day of my life a better one when she says hi! A fround turns in to a smile in a blink of anf eye.... My hear t rapidly beats even if shes just in my mind.... I love her yet i hope she dose too... she opend my eyes to a way of life i never seen... a life i never even tought existed... If i told her this she would probaly make fun of me... or worst just take off and never talk to me again... Thats why i'm afraid of loosing her.... should i just hid this for the rest of my life or should i tell her... i've told her many times but she dosen't take me seriously... Is she playing with my hart or i she just a girl who can't see wut i have to offer.. I will never stop loving her... even if she don't like me ..I'll bottle up all this and never again love....She will be the first and last person i'll ever ask... If she says no.... i'll leave gaia and never return and i'' isolate my self again like i used to ...i'll be too hurt to talk or do anything... If she says yes...
I ... i will be over joyed!!! Bursting with love.....and a feeling i never thought would be true to me.. only if she said yes will i be a whole person again...
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