N-no...she's back. I saw her. I know it. R-right now...she's on. I can't..I-I can't do this. Delete me already! Erase me here like you did from your life! Throw me into the cold to fend for my ******** self! With no guidance at all! Why?! You said you would keep contact..that if I ever needed anything you would be there...so..why? I've nearly DIED because of you! When you left me, I was a MESS! I can't tell you for how many weeks I couldn't eat...I couldn't sleep. For ******** sake, I cried on CHRISTMAS! I didn't return to school after break. I was too weak. When I finally did, I couldn't complete my chores without breaking down. HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL?! Guilty? Angry? Sad? If it wasn't for kitty...I wouldn't be alive. Overdosed in a ditch somewhere or on a operating table with a slashed artery..she loves me for WHO I AM...a hell of a lot more than I can say for you.
 Sempiternal Hell · Sun Sep 26, 2010 @ 02:34am · 0 Comments |
