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I ******** hate you...
You made my life miserable...
You made my dad go insene...
i loved you but your just hurting us..
If u hurt him u hurt me...
U hurt my brothers...
U hurt my sisiters little babys...
You making me turn in to the person i never wanted to be..
if ur going to make me go against you i will..
I know u gave me birth but that is no reason i should allow you to ******** up my fathers life...
You hurt him long enough...
You hurt him too much...
For too long...
Just divorce him allready...
Do you realy need those 800 bucks a month??
Your just trying to leave him in the streets...
I will fight agains you if i have to...
I don't wana do it but you leave me no choice...
If the jouge says yes to your request...
Hes going to leave the country...
If that jappends yea i'll move in with you but it won't be tha same...
I'll hate you for ever...
I'll Never love you....
I'll never talk to you...
I won't even give you a second chance...
If i give u a hug it would be one ..only one and its only going to be in you birth day..
Thats if u beg for it..
I won't care for you any more...
Never have i holded so much hatred for some one..
Never have i felt this kaind of rage!!!
I ******** HATE YOU MOM ANDI WILL FOR EVER WILL IF THAT ******** JOUGE SAYS YES TO YOUR REQUEST!!!

I love you...HAHAHAHA!!!
That were words that i used to tel you...
Never will i say somthing sweet to you any more..
Never will i tahnk you even if you feed me..
Never will i see you in the eyes...
never will i allow you to talk to me..
never will i answer back...
never will i love you or care for you...
Never will i ask for your help...
My dad has shown me erything there is in life...
He has always loved you but you gave him your back...
How could you do that??
Is it beacuse of the fighting...
We could of fixed that...
You could of left him alone but not picking on an old man who would dare fight agains you...
He loves you and has always loved you...
U ******** b***h...u havent seen that part of him have you...
U ask y?
Well hes been out of the house working to keep you happy and to get my brothers and sister out of jail!!
You say u never see his money!!!
Well its all gone to the goverment!!
Yes taking out my sisiter and my brother out of jail!!
We had to sell our land and our cars just to take them out.
If they didn't go to jail we would of haad enough to get a house and our onw 15 aker land like u wanted...
U wanted a happy family and thats wut he was wroking for..
He was working to make you a mansion...
He wanted to give you the bigges t house you could get and the most land you could possibly see...
He knows u like flowers an thats y hes wasworking so had to get you wut you wanted....
I don't know y you would kick him out..
Yea he has missed you but he has learnd to live with out you and its hard for him...
I alson have learnd to leave with out you....

If it comes to the day that we must take our own paths..
Well i love my dad but i wouldn't leave this state...I love some one here and i wouldn't dare leaving her...

but if your forceing me ... your kciking me...and hurting me by hurting him..that only means i'll only have to hurt you back...
I'll have to hurt you...ALOT!!!