Dear diary,
today, i did something terrible.... i promised myself to never do it, not after the pain it usually causes, but i did it anyway... i drank someone's blood... not just any one, it was Smile's..... oh god diary, i should have just made him forget. you know how i can feel everything when i.... i don't even want to say the word. i'm probably a monster to him now. i should never have tried to escape my father. maybe then none of this would of happened. smile's life wouldn't be so messed up, and i could die, leaving this world forever, not causing anyone pain... but, the selfish thing was, it tasted so nice. i'm so confused right now. and, i've never felt so alone, yet so surrounded in my life....
the voices are getting stronger diary... i don't know how long i can resist doing that sort of thing again....
 aphelia the vampire · Sun Jul 24, 2011 @ 11:21pm · 0 Comments |
