The blisters in my hand...
They ake and hurt from all of what i have done...
My arms are brused up...
My legs are scratched with cuts and little drops of blood come out....
My skin torn apart little by little as time gose on....
This is no pain...
This is no torcher...
This is my life...
I wasn't talking about my phisical been but my life style...
its been so messed up lately...T
The only thing that keeps me going is just to see her every saturday...
Even though it might not be a "Hi" or a "hello" in between us thats wut keeps me going....
Just to see her smile...
Even if its not at me ...That keeps me going ...
It gives me hope and strength...
Makes me want to live a little lionger...
Makes me wana show the world i can be some onoe great....
Only the thought of her makes my day a lot better...
Just a thought...
How can some one bring so uch happyness into my life and yet ...
*sigh*
Well i'll continue later i g2g home ^_^ LAterz loosers
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Part 2
Not see...
she can not see how much she is worth to the ones who are around them...
SHes worth more than any one can think...
Many might not know her but yet they admier her...
Her little sister might be a pain in the neck but she still oves her..
SHe might be blaind....
Blainded by what...?
That what i don't know...
I tryed to remove the blaind fold but got hurt...
Stung like hard and cold...
It didn't even hurt for a while but i still tryed...
I care for her and i'll keeo trying..
No matter if it lead me the the edge of my own distruction i will take that blaind fold off...
I'll show her how much shes worth...
I;ll show her how many people look up to her...
Wut great of a person she is...
A great, great person she realy is...
I just know her and i love her but that won't change things...
THat saddnes me..
but every times she smiles it makes it all better ^_^
If every one in the worl would take the time to know her they would see thats shes a realy special person...
Not many girls like her come around...
SHe one of a kaind...
Not very often seen nor herd of...
They useally call them myths but i have seen one, an angel mabe...
yea an angel...
Not many of them fall from the sky...
Lucky me i get to meet one ^^
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