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Ran around like a doofus. I went to the villages and randomly caroled.
I totally made a fool out of myself, hahaha.
A few people recorded me singing, too. I went alone, so it was a bit weird...but the best part?
Free food. All sugary and s**t, too.
So yeah, I promptly stuffed my face full of figgy pudding and pumpkin cakes, and a whole other bunch of stuff.
I bet I gained like 7 pounds. It feels so nice to eat again and not chuck it all out.
Some people even gave me a gift for caroling around, too. It was awesome. ...I should do it more often.
Though now my vocal chords feel like crap, and I can't really talk. OH WELL.
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Oh goddamnit.
I'm so sick of this. So freaking sick of all of this.
I'm sick of trying to ammend ties with a friend-or-not-friend who has betrayed everyone and won't let anyone get close to him.
I'm sick of trying to remind my best friend what hope is.
I'm sick of trying to help one of the closest people near me understand that she isn't second best, only to be told that she's afraid that I'll be taken away. When she's the one who is leaving me behind, pushing me away.
I'm so sick of watching from the sidelines, watching everyone screw themselves over, trying to help only to be pushed away.
I want to run, and never come back. Hey, people might notice. But they'll wave it off. After all, what help did Lily ever do?
I have the sick feeling in my gut that I'm going to die in all of this. And you know what? I'm beginning to stop caring anymore. I'm not just going to throw myself away, no. I'll damn well fight for my life.
But how can a mirror stay cracked on one side, and not the other?
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Woah. I went from happy to emo to satisfied all in one day.
...Am I on my period or what?
Err, anyways. Went back to the center, talked to Lena, this random wizard, Jinx, Dae, Princess, and Gio.
Lena loves Nara. She kept on getting bit by her, but was still cuddling her like...wow. She also screamed her lungs off when the random wizard poofed Nara back to Carl's shop.
Guess what? Gio totally got attached to Nara, bahahaha! He called her his 'baby'. Oh, I totally won that bet~
So we all went over to Carl's to get Nara back, Lena tagging along because she was whining so much. I swear, I'm like a mother figure for all of the GEIOW girls.
Anyways, we all went to Carl's. I got my money (100 bucks, yessss~) and got Nara.
Carl, of course, took everyone else's clothing. The reason I never go there with friends.
I teleported us all out of there before Carl took more than the clothes. Gio was sort of pissed that I had used him in a bet, so I gave him 10 bucks in sympathy money. Heh.
Vocal chords still feel like crap, though. Drank a cup of tea, but eh.
 Siyaahi · Thu Dec 22, 2011 @ 07:05pm · 1 Comments |
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