I hate when I have too much time to sit and think...that's when I'm bothered most. I need something to preoccupy my time to get my mind off of everything...there's so many things I want to share with you and tell you. I have way too much spare time now. Good for you that your trying to go make friends....guess you forget quickly. I'm sorry, but I just feel anger coming out sometimes and I can't control it. I wish that I could. I hate that I get like this...and I really don't mean it, I just....it builds up. Want a friend? I'm right ******** here. Just ask. Good luck trying to find another one....it'll take forever to get a true connection like we had...and if you did ever come back you MIGHT be too late if you have another friend. Because I'm just going to hate them. You gave them my spot. You'll probably just tell everyone I'm a b***h of the past anyway. You won't defend me anymore.
Why am I like this.....
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