All I want, all I ******** want, is to see Dillon. It shouldn’t be this difficult. Why the hell would I meet him, learn to trust him, take my time with him, and fall hopelessly in love with him only to be faced with the fact that I never ******** see him. It’s so cruel. I’m so done. I am crying. It’s not fair, it’s not fair, it’s not fair. This isn’t fair. It’s been far too long. I’m becoming more and more irritable without him. I’m just not happy. I want to be happy. I want to be in his arms. I want his hugs and I want his kisses. I don’t want to wait anymore. I have done my fair share of waiting. This shouldn’t be happening. I should be with him.
I feel so helpless. I just want my love. I crave it. I need it.
I deserve it.
Purple Sky Painter · Sat Nov 10, 2012 @ 02:14am · 0 Comments |