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A Look Back at the Past Few Days.... <3 |
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ALRIGHT! Prepare for the longest journal entry in the history of gaia~~~!
On Friday, I woke up and was all skeptical 'cause even though I knew Davis was supposed to be here, I wasn't letting myself believe it. Especially later on when I was trying to help him get directions to my house O_o;;; That was horrid because I felt so helpless. He had to call Charles 'cause I couldn't get my internet @_@;; Eep. But it was straightened out and I decided around 11 something to go outside and wait. Rosette had spent the night and I'd been letting her sleep, she finally woke up and it got sorta weird. Alex (my neighbor) came over asking when Davis was gonna get here 'cause he wanted to meet him and I just shrugged and I was like, "Iunno, it was like an hour ago when we talked," and I got my doubts and fears back. But not too far from that time... he just came walking up to my house with that sideways smile of his and I just stared at him for what felt like forever. I was so shocked, and it felt REALLY surreal. He picked me up and we hugged, it was sorta funny, but it felt great. Jeez, about seven months that we HADN'T seen each other?! Well Alec just was like, huh? And I was like, YOU HAVEN'T SEEN HIM! DAVIS ISN'T HERE! THERE IS NO DAVIS, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!? But he promised not to tell my mom. The only problem was I was worried about Rosette getting depressed, but she seemed okay, but detatched at first... Which didn't bode well for me I don't think. Oh well we'll get back to that later. We all hung around in the front yard for a really long time, I wouldn't let Davis go into the house because Laura is the biggest tattletale in the WORLD.
So I keep going inside to check on Laura and Alec is just hanging around Davis 'cause he apparently really admired him because he's a guy and he likes the same music Alec and I listen to, well, mostly... and he's just cool like that. I dunno. Rosette started getting depressed on and off and started to go on later about how no one would ever love her. Me and Davis would occasionally just hug really tight or kiss or something... Laura got curious about all of us being outside and discovered Davis after awhile. I asked her to promise not to tell on me, and she went through with that for the first time I can think of. It was great.
Later on me and Davis discovered Rosette inside cutting herself, (I'd let Davis in because the cat was out of the bag, y'know?) and apparently I freaked out. I grabbed the knives from her and just freaked out big-time. Davis went outside 'cause I started freaking out about my mom nearly being home and he was trying to get a cab. I went back in and cleaned off Rosette's cut then went back outside to Davis, shaking, and dropped the paper towel I'd used onto his lap and told him what it was, and he had to comfort me. It got a little better after that, and when my mom came home Alec had helped Davis to hide down the street. We all kept visiting him, it was amusing, actually. I also realized how pale I was. And OH MY GOD it felt like I was in a freaking MOVIE! It was actually amazing. Me and Alec and Rosette got sick of waiting for a cab and wanted to go to the park so we all just got up and left, and Davis went with us. It was fun. Alec and Davis... well it actually made me happy 'cause they were almost like brothers. It was CUTE. xd
We got back all wiped out and stuff and I was sulking because Davis had to leave, but what happened next was a shop. Apparently Davis's mom talked to my mom and he got to come back here. Alec came running in and was like "LOOK!" and Davis walked in and I was confused. I was sitting there going "wtf?!" over and over in my mind in shock. We took Laura up to the park after awhile... it was fairly uneventful but still pretty fun. (I mean, come on.. I had Davis with me) We got back and then Jeff took me and Davis to Grapevine Mills, thus began our first date. Ever. Even though we've been going out for over half a freaking year.
We wandered around the mall after buying tickets to see V for Vendetta, then got sorta hungry so we walked over to Bennigan's. He totally was just... amazing. I don't know if there's any other way to describe it. He was amazing. We made the waitress smile, too... that amused me. We were sitting there holding hands across the table and gazing at each other and he said something that totally made me blush, then said something else and I blushed even more.. then even more. We ate, then went to GameWorks and he played some game and I played DDR and accidentally chose We Are the Champions first and did pretty crappy, then got to do Xenon and did great, then did Sakura and got distracted 'cause Davis was sitting there watching me.. sweatdrop
By that point it was about time for the movie. The movie.. was great. But I'll tell you I didn't watch all of it... It was a great movie, especially the explosions. xd BOOM *plays Ode to Joy on her violin* heart I can tell you that's the longest movie in my mind that I've ever seen. ^_^= Davis knows what I mean. OMG THAT LADY STARED AT ME LIKE I WAS COMMITTING A CRIME! xd
Alright well after the movie I started freaking out about where Davis would stay 'cause another relative backed out. Again.
But something good came out of it. He got to stay at my house. In my room. w00t. I was really sore when I woke up because I had to sleep on the floor of my parent's room... I told Davis that he'd better be worth it, when I was cleaning up my room that night praying my parent's wouldn't explode over him having to stay, and he was. I woke him up the next morning by tossing Fritzen on him. xd I feel bad about that still, 'cause I coulda just as effectively HUGGED him to wake him up. Oh well. I hung around in my pajamas until about 1, we both took showers, I played KH2 for a long time, though I was REALLY distracted...
(But... "They took our ----!!! AND NOT ONLY DID THEY TAKE OUR ----, BUT THEY TOOK THE WORD ----!" x3!! )
I suggested we go to the bookstore so we did. We went to three. And wandered around Vista Ridge with our arms around each other's waists. We made more people smile. ^_^ We also disturbed people, sorta.. Especially parents, because we were just so attatched to each other. We went to Barnes & Noble and read books about cat's backwards xd !!! Haha. Then we got bored and didn't know what to do, and we were going to go to Target to get me a new cat collar but we didn't... Oh yeah and before I had dragged him to Hot Topic and he got me this awesome choker that I shall now wear basically everywhere... Yay stars! Lol anyways after we realized we would never make it to Target on time, we tried to look for some grass to sit in but the grass behind Old Navy was yucky, then we found some grass in front of the GameStop but I didn't wanna sit there so we went to the mall and sat under a tree. And Davis used his powers of DOOM on me and made me melt into a big shiny puddle. Well, sorta. I woulda been if I'd been capable of liquifying at the time.
Uggh but my lower legs are still sore from the heels I wore. X3 But it was worth it, I was taller. *nods*
I was sad when we had to leave... Jeff was nice enough to check him into a motel, despite liability. Davis and I talked into the night on the phone later.... heart
Then there was yesterday. I found out I had to go to Arlington with my family so Davis got to hang around all day at my house with me, and we just sorta fooled around... I played KH2 and he distracted me, again, with his presence. Laura watched us... Though fat load of good that did anyone. *snorts*
Oh yeah, Davis, you're EVIL. EBIL. Lol. I won't go into much detail. My house is boring but it was made fun having Davis around, we were just our normal weird selves. I got Alec to take some pictures of us, too. I'll post my favorite.... heart
But we had to take him to the motel around 3 something because I had to go to Arlington. Arlington was boring.
Me and Davis talked on the phone again and shared our depression at the thought of him having to go back.
And that leads us to today. Today sucked. I woke up at 5 so we could get Davis but Jeff ended up setting his alarm to 6 on accident so we were a bit late to pick Davis up. When we did go get Davis I wanted to cry but I couldn't, I think I was too tired... I just snuggled up to him and tried not to be too sad. I mean, he will be back in a couple of months, after all. We sorta half-heartedly joked about stuff, I gave him my old MP3 player and a shirt that majorly smelled of sharpie in the end because me and Alec drew ALL over it... He liked it.
Apparently his mom liked it too. xd
We got to the bus station and I was really sad the ride was over. REALLY sad. We hugged, and kissed, and hugged and kissed again, and I had to make him let go of me so that I'd be able to let go.... crying Or else I would have never let go. All it would have taken was one second longer... and he'd be the one having to pull away from me. Or Jeff prying us apart.
He pressed his face against the glass before we left, too. >_< It made me even more sad, I wanted to reach out to him. But.. it was like a movie again.
All drama. And I love that guy so much...
It hit me when we got to the motel to check him out suddenly, I was left alone in the van for a couple of minutes and having to use my skirt as a handkerchief, I was crying so hard. I stopped when Jeff got back to the van, and we got home and I just went to my room and stared at my hands, laying on my bed hoping sleep would take me. Davis called and I was crying when he called, then started crying again, and he had to go, and I cried myself to sleep. I guess I didn't get much rest even though I slept until 12, because I'm still really tired.
I played KH2 all day, until Jeff told me to clean, and then I was just like blah, and every time I was left to myself... I'd just try not to cry. It's the most I've cried for awhile. >_<
But I got Italian food for dinner 'cause it was my mom's birthday...
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Anyways, here's a pic~ heart
 Hoshi Okami · Tue Apr 18, 2006 @ 04:08am · 1 Comments |
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