Seussical opened tonight and it was awesome!
I absolutely LOVE having Kyle there with me. He calms my nerves, makes me stress free, makes me laugh. asdfjk;l He’s just so wonderful to me right now. There are so many perks to having him around. I love how he pays so much attention to me, so whenever I need something done I can just kind of look at him and he’ll know and do it. I love how he’s so cooperative and adaptable. I love how he’s helpful and caring. I love how I guessed his phone password and it was something that him and I made up. I love his hugs and the way his fingers feel on my skin. I love the cheek kisses and how he’s comfortable with my parents. I just absdjfkl. I love how he respects my boundaries and respects me and will give me my space and let me do my own thing. Meep. He’s wonderful. <3
I’m sure I’ll not like him as much in like a week when I don’t see him and I have nothing to with him after school with the show… but for now, he’s great! I think that I’ll keep him a lot longer than I expected to. Because I’m beginning to really love having him around. I don’t love him. I just love spending time with him and I love the idea of having him around. I can’t wait to spend the next few days with him, and I’ll miss him this summer when he goes to spend the summer with his dad .-.
But yes. Seussical was awesome. I can’t wait to finish it up. I can’t wait for this month to get over with. The awards nights, the exams, the goodbyes. I’m so ready for all of this to be over with. I am prepared for the things in my family that will happen this summer that will probably break me to pieces. I’m ready for a new beginning of a new school year. I’m so ready for anything that’s going to come my way. I feel invincible, I feel strong. I feel prepared.
Purple Sky Painter · Fri May 03, 2013 @ 04:11am · 0 Comments |