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when did this happan mad
by the way why did this happen stressed
mind explain it to me mister scream

about lunch time today stare
why are you the one who's mad anyway
like i said he's the one that pick a fight with me i just roll with it stare
remembering it back it pisses me off dammit stressed

arggghhhh why diden't you just talk out off it insted of fighting stare
did you get hurt at all in the fight confused
plus why diden't you tell me personally
>.> let me guess
it dosen't concern me huh.... stare

well yeah he just scratch me stare
then i beat the hell out of him
i'm fine
and yeah it dos not concern you at all
so mind your own buisness rin stare

why do you .......*sigh*
seriously i don't even know if your brain is ok
......so basicly the guy you beat up is really in a hospital
stare your brutle ikki

do my brain always working normally to you stare
like i said i don't need to repeat myself
yeah he is
.........it's his fault anyway stressed

that's really not good ikki
no one stop you ..... stare
i guess people there to scare to stop you huh..... confused
my gosh you change a lot but 1 thing never change in you
better keep that in mind ok smile

as long they don't get in my way i don't tend to harm anyone ok stare
i'm not that bad to go on a rampage all of a sudden ......
give me a break already talk2hand
i know i did that in the past but now is different i guess sweatdrop

youuuu guesss...... stare stare
really, can't you give a better confident answer
huh....*sigh*
well i guess it's ok as long you don't go become a mad man
soooo... i'll trust you not to go on a rampage ever again ok cat_smile

thanks for trusting me rin.... confused
well that depend on my sanity level if it drop to zero burning_eyes evil
i'll become the devil itself
well i keep that check ok wahmbulance
so don't worry too much

please never drop your sanity level ok ikki neutral
the last time you lost you sanity was preety scary crying
i cried a lot even after you regain consciousness crying
that's was preety scary....
do you even remember what happen that time ikki confused

well thinking about it nope..... confused
for some reason i can't remember anything that time neutral
i guess i got fu cked up by my own emotion and lost it
hmmmmm........ but what i remember clearly is that i feel the urge too kill
well it's like a bloodlust flowing inside me,
same as the time i almost lost my sanity at the school trip about 4 years ago
remember the time i laugh preety creepy when i got a cut on my hand by accident
at that time my sanity was low to begin with then the usual happen.......
i can't understand it myself but that feeling was very dark and scary confused
i'm preety much confused myself
all i know is i don't want to be in that state if i can help it neutral

scary crying
sorry i don't get that kind of feeling but sound really bad to me sad
i never experiance those feeling but it sound really scary
i guess if you keep it check i'll still be safe with you right smile
that was a really tragic school trip you know many students and few teacher had been traumatize by you, you know

gahhhh....you don't need to remind me of that stare
i was suspanded for 3 week for that you know
well i don't know about keeping you safe with me
but i''ll try to ok..
i can't promise anything but i'll try confused
I trust you, you trust me that's all i need to know

t...th....thank you ikki redface
that's was nice thing to said redface
redface well i'm going to get some shut eye now
night redface