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So I've changed my journal around a bit . . . and my profile (GOLOOKATIT!!!) . . . gosh do I love my profile @3@ <3333!
Anywho, you may or may not have been wondering about what's been going on in my life . . . well--I won't lie-- absolutly nothing :3
Yes sir, nothing at all. Of course, just still worry-mentness and depression; though today was a . . . good day. I finally found a store that wasn't sold out of Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children
Finally T-T <3333
English is okay, but Japanese is much better 3nodding
Anyways . . . seriously, Oliff has been off her rocker for a while now. I mean, I'm still worried sick about my boyfriend (even though I don't know if you could even call us a couple anymore u.u); it's been . . . IDONTKNOWHOWLONGSINCEIVEHEARDANYTHINGFROMHIM!! TT___________TT!!!!!!!!!!
It's killing me gonk
But no one knows, so I can't do or say anything to lead on I have a problem u.u
I have 3 art orders to finish and I have no talent left in me whatsoever. My wrists have been aching for the longest time AGAIN, and my head never gives me a break (always throbbing), and same with my eyes, they're always red, always hurting. Always, always, always! gonk
ANDTOMAKEMATTERSWORSE!
Monday I have to go take a FRICKINSTUPID test THATSCARESTHEHELLOUTOFME because IDONTKNOWANYTHING!!
What's a girl to do? -.-
What's a girl to do?
...."Zuruzuruzuru"
SHUTUP! D<
She thinks I'm just dragging around, thinking I should move on? T-T Move on from what?! I have nothing!
And I'm not just going to give up on life (although some days I do, but I eventually pick it back up) because . . . well . . . I don't know why. I really have no extreme purpose or talent . . . but now isn't the time.
I miss a lot of people . . . some days when I wake up, I think, "Why bother? It's just going to be the same as yesterday."
It's like I'm living in a digital world.
BUTNOWISNTTHETIMEFORYOURSTUPIDEMONESSOLIVE!JUSTSHUTUP!!
Right . . . sorry -.-
Well, I figure this is good enough for now. No one reads my emo problems anyways *shrugs*
Just . . . check out my profile sometime.
 Olive_the_Monkey_Ninja · Sun Apr 30, 2006 @ 04:00am · 2 Comments |
