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Is there any possible thing to talk about? I don't know.. let's think for just a second.

Alrightalright.
Yesterday? Yeah, yesterday. Stayed up all night because at 4am that morning, we had to head off to the hospital. It was raining that morning, I felt good 83
Oh, yes, we went to the hospital for my grandpa... he had tests and tests and tests. But, uh, we found out that his cancer (in his stomach) is spreading D:
I don't know what will happen though...

BUTGAWDIMSODEPRESSED! gonk
I don't know why either ;.;
What is wrong with me? That's just a question...
((Please don't let my boyfriend be reading this... I don't like to know he knows I'm so... "emo"))
I really am like a ticking time bomb when he's not around, or when I'm not talking to him. It's like, "Why? Why? What? How?! Where? gonk *depresseddepresseddepressed*" It's just not fair ;.; </3
One day, this timer will reach zero, and I'll explode, and I'll hurt everyone -.- I can just tell.

I have stress, from a number of things, I have so much sadness and, like, 10% happiness for now D:
Why? Don't care.

Personally, I'm just running out of things to saysoijustkeeprepeatingmyselflikearobotwould.
WTF?
Whatever D:<

Now I'm angry at myself... for the fifth time today. WHY?!! DDDx