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	farewell but not good bye
	farewell but not good bye


i feel like i'm dieing i know it in my heart. i'm trying to be so much... and father time's clock keeps ticking. i want to spend all the time i can with the people i love but they seem so caught up in their own lives to have time for me. it hurts to see them running... playing...laughing knowing i can never be that happy that healthy...that alive. i hate it that i can never be my best. and i loath them for it...i hate them for it. i want them to love me , to pay attention to me... i know its selfish of me that i want so much but i feel my time on this earth is limited. no matter how much money i earn i can never buy back the time that i've lost. no matter how many clock hands i turn back i can never go back to the moments that make this life worth living. i cry every night knowing one day i might never wake up. every dream i have i see myself dieing... sometimes i think the world would be better off if i died or maybe people would care more if i were on my death bed... but sometimes i feel invisible...and that i won't matter what happens to me. one day i'll fade and dissappear like a passing daydream... the sun will keep shinning... the birds will keep singing... the children will be laughing on the happiest of days. when the rain comes it'll keep falling... and the wind will keep still... silence except for the sound of rain... the water ever flowing like nothing happened... the world will keep turning without me in it. if i do die... farewell but not goodbye... in 100 years- i'll see you in the next life... -BloodPhase-Yoru- · Sat May 20, 2006 @ 09:34pm · 0 Comments


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