Hmmm, things have got...harder.
See, me and Amber have gone through some very very tough times of late. I feel it may only get tougher. Things are very hard at the moment. I stress. Perhapes to much, but a lot. Last night I felt that wall thats been holding back every tear and agony that I felt finally collapse. Its fell down under a bombardment of pain and sadness. I'm happy. I finally feel free able to breath. Its like I feel lighter. Things hurt more. But I'm not sure if thats a bad thing. I acually feel human again. I feel so warm, despite the pain.
Amber if you are reading this then know I am going to stick with you through anything, but only if you allow me too.
Also i have found polytech to be a real pain. I have failed multiple subject. More because I don't like the methods used and I find that I hold my own personal protest to these. Even though its my future thats suffering. I'm lazy, I'm not dumb.
I find the want to start my singing career. I have recently hit my rock/metal voice and got the scream down to a key. I don't know any instruments but meh. I can sing rock, pop, r&b a little, metal, heavy metal, country and can probably learn others easily. I cannot do rap, but thats because I'm a skinny white boy xd that and I have no will to learn gangster rap. I suppose I could do rap if it was like Linkin Park or Blindspott. Anyway yeah. Till next time I get bored and wish to update my journal.
Tim
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