last night i had a dream the reminded me....i dont have a real family......
in the real world im adopted and unlike most kids i wasnt put up for adoption when i was four or five.....i was given up pretty much after birth i dont know who my mother is or my father
last night ...i dreamt that someone gave me a number that i could reach my mother for the first time in my life......
when i called the number my real grandmother picked up and we talked she asked who i was and i said i was looking for my mother.....she said i was crazy and i told her my mothers name.....
.....she told me my mother was dead...........and she was very sad about it.....but we had a nice conversation after that
...when i woke up....i was back in my apartment ....on my couch....and i was crying...asking mother...when are you going to find me again........
my only wish in this world is to see my mother just once...to hug her....to show her i love her even though she did what she did...
8/25/2019 update
my mother is alive...she found me on facebook..I met her in july 2019.... Im happy
 Tyler Aesnland Rubyre · Tue Jun 13, 2006 @ 08:35pm · 6 Comments |
