Last-night I was talking to a friend I had a big crush on. (Other than Jalen) during our 3 hour conversation he'd occasionally say that He missed me and my friend Shai. Then he'd add 'Just miss Shai alittle more than you.' I didn't mind that part then he told me that Cody broke up with her and she was crying, then he said that he had a crush on her and a few other things... and it hurt. Just the same when Jalen called me annoying and that he had other people to have crushes on the me. IT FRICKEN HURT! It hurts now even now that I'm typing this out. I don't know why this should hurt it's not like he insulted me that hung up on me, he was nice about it (Unlike Jalen) but... I don't know... I guess I'll stop talking about this now.