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School sucks. My confidence level so far is about this small.If you couldn't read that (if you could you're a liar XD) it says "about this small." Which is true. I still haven't made any friends, which makes me regret going into a school so small. I decided to wear my Full Metal Alchemist shirt that my cousin (evil, but I love that shirt so much that I won't say 'evil cousin') got me for my birthday this year. If I want to find other people who like the same things as I do, I guess that I should wear it and see if I attract anyone's attention. I don't really mind not knowing anyone, I'm used to it, but once my birthday comes again and I don't have any non-family members to invite to my birthday party I'll feel retarded. XD If I can just meet one person to hang out with and become pretty good friends with that'll be enough for me. I have a question: Why is it that I'm so popular online but not offline? XD Ha, we all know the answer to this, I think. It's different offline, people who go to the internet/Gaia usually aren't as judgemental as people offline. And online, it's easier to be more friendly and outgoing and you don't get bitten in the a** for it. My mom irritated me today by repeating a bible verse that I'm trying to memorize over and over and over and over again. I realize that she was trying to help, but it was irritating me beyond madness! And all that she's doing to me is pushing more pressure on me. She keeps on telling me that I must get a 4.0 for this grade. She's even taunting me with money, saying that for every A I get she'll give me fifty dollars. She thinks she's helping. She's not. She's driving me mad and making my performance in school even worse. This is one of the points in time that I hate talking to my mom, because every conversation is going to involve school. School, school, school and more school. A's. Only A's. I wish that she would just shut up. Rude words, but "be quiet" is not strong enough. Hey bro, Knight to be more specific, stay strong. (: Love ya'. ;o -shrugs- Not much to put here, except that hopefully everyone else is doing a lot better than I am. First reasonably sized journal entry, eh? MythicalYoko · Wed Aug 30, 2006 @ 11:01pm · 5 Comments


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Cookie Conundrum
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Wed Aug 30, 2006 @ 11:10pm

Say something like this to your mom, "Mom, I did fine in homeschooling because you weren't pressuring me. If you keeps this up my grades will go down."

And I think you're not making friends because you said you're shy in person? The reason it's easier online is because it's pointless to be shy. It doesn't matter what someone thinks about you over the net because there are thousands of other people you can talk to. Unlike real life where it's a lot more limited. I'm sure there are some people that love video games and anime there. You just haven't found them yet. I mean, use me as an example. Form what you've heard about me IRL (the pranks and stuff), would you think that I like anime? I don't think so. D<

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Thu Aug 31, 2006 @ 03:00am

Rici #1: To find a friend, one must first be bold. domokun

Rici #2: It's true, actually. It's something I've rediscovered since I've started PSEO. These college people don't walk up to you and say, "Hi, I wanna be your friend." No, you must be all "I am the mighty one! I will talk to you because it's awesome!" scream

Rici #1: ...roundabout way of saying it, however, #2 is correct. Take the initiative; find a topic to talk about, and seize the moment. Not everyone's going to be like the pretty lab partner Rici has for Chemistry, and decide to talk to the shy kid who's out of his league. 3nodding

Rici #2: Oh god, she's hot. How'd we end up with her as a partner? heart gonk

Rici #1: ...I dunno! Something about Algebra 2 and PSEO, and laughing. sweatdrop

Knightraven
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Thu Aug 31, 2006 @ 03:45am

I'm trying to stay strong, little sister...hard when my belly is now rebelling against me, though!

Hang tough though, Myth. I've almost always been uber-shy offline, but back when I was your age I fit into a little clique of friends. But mostly I felt like an outsider myself...I've been called derogatory names on more occasions than I can remember.

I have faith in you, sis'. Everybody has something in common with someone, and more often than not several things in common with several people. It's just a matter of time...don't worry about being anything other than yourself. smile

Fool Me Twice
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Mon Sep 04, 2006 @ 03:01am

I swear, mythy, I would be your friend if we met. >>

You rock FOREVER.

FOR.

EVER.

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Shidobu Cloud
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Tue Sep 05, 2006 @ 07:30pm

Poor Mythy. My advice on school is to just do your best and shrug off the pressure. If you can't get an A you can't get an A and that's all there is to it, but that doesn't mean you shouldn't try. If you try your best then what grade you get won't matter.

As for friends, just be open minded of other people and try to talk to them about THEIR interests. Even if you aren't interested in it very much you can at least make them thing you're a good person and it works pretty quickly. Eventually you'll find someone who is interested in the same things you are, even if it is only one person.

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