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So yes, this whole journal thing. Figured I might as well.
Oh wait, whats that? Oh yes, sorry about that. But you see, I don't want comments just plasted all nilly nally all over this thing. Its my journal, my rules. I prefer this to just be a soundboard for me. If you feel like commenting me, my PM box is usually open, unless you are the one person on my ignore list.
So lets see here.
I need a job.
I feel pretty pathetic about it. I feel like I amde some bad desicions. EXCUSE: Im still young, Im allowed to do tiis, especially in ym first 4 months of living on my own. Maybe I am trying to justify it to myself, which I am, but hey, at least I am out of the house, and doing things on my own. Sure its hard, but hey, thats part of the fun. And had I still been at home, I wouldnt see nearly the number of my freinds that I do now. Hell, I doubt I would have even gone out with freinds since I moved down here had I still lived at home.
I made some mistakes. I tossed the dice. I'm human. Oh well. I regret quitting my job, although it sucked alot, I was asked to do m=way more than what I thought was expected of me, and I expect alot out of me, so thats saying alot. Plus, it woulda really sucked in this weather. A extended van, front wheel drive, thats 10 years old in 4 inches of snow? Yea, be still my fleeting heart.
Oh well. I burnt that bridge with napalm when I left. Im glad I didnt quit the few times vefore when I was all full of rage, as the store was vandalized when I was planning to do that. Hell, the day before it was vandalized I was ready to toss down my key and walk. Had I done that, I would have gotten a nice little visit from the cops at about 6:30 the next morning. That would have been loads of fun on a permanant record.
So I applied at two movie theaters, and the local hospital for gerneralized labor. Alos need to call a little gas station a freind works at, although I really dont want to do that. Hes told me to get a hold of them, then told me to wait, as they were fine, then he said he'd let me know, then he was on my case for not letting them know. This has been in the course of a week, mind you.
I can hardly wait for summer to start so i can work where I like to work. Yes, that means no internet, but hey, I get to play on a climbing wall and get paid $250 a week for doing it. It is well worth it. Plus I got a bunch of new climbing gear for Xmas/bday, so yey. I want to try it out so much.
 Kiretsu · Sun Jan 16, 2005 @ 05:58am · 0 Comments |
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