Lately i have felt that i have been letting people down especially my friends. This could all be real or it could all be in my head but it certainly all feels so real to me. Like i haven't done enough and now they are not getting what they deserve all because of me. I let them down and i just want them to be happy even if i am not. They deserve the world, they are such awesome friends but i have been letting them down and now it is catching up to me. I need help. I haven't felt the best lately. I dunno if they have noticed. I dunno if they care. They might not know because at school it is as if I never said this but i am happy and cheerful the whole day. I had behind smiles from what i truly show and sometimes i don't think that is the best thing to do but I do it anyway and i will do it until they say no for once and listen.
 Alex-oh-Alex · Sun Oct 29, 2006 @ 03:37pm · 1 Comments |
