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crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying just hangin out i miss my old dani i wish she was they way we were when we met but u know i guess the new her is good in a way but i dont think she loves me the way she used to im so scared shes loosing interest in me.....We spent the whole weekend in upstate newyork and just acted like really good freinds i dont know she was perfect when i met her y y yyyyyyyyy did she have to start ignoring me and being less caring it seems like she just wants a different type of attention now and i cant give that to her i just hope she reads this becausre i want her to know im worried and i love her and i just want her to look me in the eyes and tell me she loves me and kiss me and tell me she doesnt want to leave me because then i could stop worrying i just want things the way they were!!!!! Please help me cuz if i dont get help sonn im gonna loose it and im afraid im goin to end up hurting myself and leaving this world forever if i dont figure out how to deal with this the right way crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying