I've had a big scare.
Actually last night. I was really afraid that Joe didn't love me anymore. I don't know if that sounds like I'm a rediculously dependent person but I'm really scared of not having Joe there or even if we broke up..
I miss him and I wish I could be with him right now. I havn't changed, or so I don't think so but I havn't been takin gmy lamictal for quite some time so I guess I've become a little more heartless and appatetic. I hate winter..sometimes.
In anycase, he still loves me, just the same as when we started dating, probably better. I've been listening to My Chemical Romance way too much right now, its almost making me depressed because when I started listening to MCR Kevin broke up with me and I was self destructive aswell.
idk
<3 Dani
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