Its been awhile since ive posted here. Well yesterday I didnt get to school because my period cramps were so bad I couldnt stand up staight and last night was bad to. I woke up at like 4:30 am because I think the mice are back in my room either that or some other animal that makes chewing and scurring noises. Since I was awake I got up to use the bathroom and the pain in my lower belly almost knocked me over. So I had o go downstairs to get some ibuprofen and I woke up my parents since the hallway to the kitchen goes right past their room. Plus stumbling in the dark half slumped over with pain down the stairs isnt very quite either. Anyway.....I get back upstairs and move all my stuff into my sisters room (shes at college) so I can get some rest away from the mouseys. Well thats when my headache started but I got to bed around quarter till six and was woken up agian to go to school at 6:15. My cramps are still their but now I have realy bad chest and back pain as well as felling as if im going to puke. I tell my mom how Im feeling so I get a heating pad and lay back down for a while. A bit later when I turn over in bed I feel something sharp go into my leg when I push myself up real quick I get it in my hand as well. I hate bees and wasp. I had a bad experience as a kid. I just bust out crying hard and I look for what ever it is to kill and cant find nothing so I start really freaking out. Im sobbing like crazy and scream for my mother. She puts toothpaste on my stings (the one on my hand was ginormous) and tries to calm me down because I am really freaxing out and sobbing. I really hate bees. She goes in my room to look for whatever stung me and when she shakes out my sheet theres a wasp which she kills. After that she got me to lay down to try to calm me down some and I look at my window and there is another wasp. I start getting all freaked out agian. Mom kills that one to and gets some ice for the stings which are rather swelled. So after shes gone I lay there with the ice and I feel like s**t. My bodies all tense my cramps are like 10 times worse from all the jumping around and I cant move my left hand. Later my mom goes to pick up my little cousin from kindergarden and asks me to try to be ready to go into school for third and fourth period when she gets back. Well I get all dressed and ready and I go down stairs and my stomach gets me agian. Then I start crying like crazy agian and I have no idea why. I call mom and she tells me that its ok and that she'll be home soon and untill then to go outside for awhile. So I'm outside sitting on my steps and I just cant stop crying. Then our three cats all come and sit around me and I cant help but feel better. So by the time she got back I was shakey but better. However the whole day was scrapped and I can just try agian tommorrow. Tonight however I have to finish my 5pg report on explosives for my technology class. I only have like 1 and a 1/4 pages so far and should really be workin on it now but Im startin to feel shitty agian. Mom just called for me to get the clothes in off the line so I'll post latter.
seeya, smolder
P.s. I know I usually complain about my mom and often times she can be a real b***h but today she really came through for me and Im really thankful for that.
 smolder · Wed Mar 30, 2005 @ 09:33pm · 0 Comments |
