• Sometimes when you think hard enough, it seems like you can relive those times.. that you miss so much, but once you open your eyes, that grasp of memories disappear into what is called the past. Trying to undo something that already happened.. Trying to see what you could have done differently so that all those times you made that person cry, you could replace it with laughter so that when they remember you one day, it can be completely filled with happy thoughts. Lifes just not that easy right? Humans are selfish people. We want so much in the world.. But we know we can’t have it. Somethings we just can’t ever have. One of those things.. That just wasn’t meant to be. You began to understand this after waiting and waiting for something, that you know that will never come back. So you move on with your life, looking for something you can have. Actually looking for the happiness instead of waiting for one. And your finally feeling the love you once felt, but when you look back.. At those times.. With that one other special person.. You know you still miss it because you enjoyed it. You thought you fully forgot about them and their existence in your life, but you find out its just been hidden in the back of your mind, stored in the places that you don’t want to remember. Its okay though. By now that person probably found someone and is having a happier time than with you, that’s at least what you wish for. Someone that can heal the hurt that you have damaged so much. Someone that can love them more than you ever loved them. And then, back to reality. xp