I know she hates me.. That's why I can talk about her in here. 'Cuz I know she will never bother to read this. Why should she? I mean, she thinks I'm worth as much as crap. It fustrates me so much at times.. I guess it's kinda good that we're like this. If I sit back and think about it a little... It's like.. A good relationship. Us hating each other... I know it doesn't seem like it... Ugh, I make no sense.
I like to do this.. Just ramble out everything. I probably don't mean much.. Just my thoughts..
I feel really bad at times. I mean, I really do. I feel bad that I'm friends with her friends. I guess that that might make me seem like a bit of a threat. I know that she's a threat to me. I wish that our lives didn't entertwine like that. In some ways it seems like I'm taking her friends away and being all "ooooh" to them just to make her mad.. I'm not.. When I talk with them, I'm not plotting against her.
That's another thing I hate. Mixed signals. Misenterprications. It screws life up. It's so annoying. I always get into fights with people because we see things and receive things differently.
AHHHHH!!!!
So much aggrivation, so much temptation... So much pain and agony that so many people inflict on so many others! Too many days, too many hours spent crying too many tears... So little good left, so little time left.... No one is left.
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