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well yesterday was my b-day...it sucked...what else is new? all my plans fell through, my uncle went to the hospital with a head injury and had a siezure... my "friend" ditched me for somone else and a boreing parade, my sister dropped off her son and my mom had to watch him all morning so i got almost entirely ignored....and so i went into the woods behind my house and smashed a tv...theres nothing left of it...its in little pieces, and i had to spend the day playing boreing videogames...or watching people play them... and it was really awckward being at my brothers friend's house and it didn't help that i used to have a crush on my bro's friends younger sister...ugh.... and i asked her out a few years ago and she said no!!! ewww!!!!... so it was wierd but then there was my bro's friend who sat there playing games and i had o watch...yay!.......but at least my bro and my mom and my brother's friend's family tried to make it a good b-day cause no one else did...nothing and i repeat nothing went right yesterday!!! and today i saw my friend...and the other person at wall mart....i had a knife in my pocket and was so very close to useing it on the other guy!!! so close!!! but i have more control than that....then i got a hair cut and it screwed up and looks rediculus i hate it!!! argh if only time went backward i could have made everything work in hind sight....but i geuss nothing in my life that i look forward to and plan can ever go right...i geuss my life like me is a screw up....oh well!!!!