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i work at hot topic by the way ._.

um um um i guess this guy used to come in a lot buying things for "his girlfriend" shannon told me, so so so i greeted him and he was complaining about the shirts we had not fitting him right and he said "well i could get this but it's not me..... you know what i mean?... it's not.... feminine enough." so i asked "are you trans?" just a plain question and he said "oh how'd you know?" and i showed him my trans pin and told him my little story (not the super personal things) and he won't stop talking for i swear to god ten mins and he talks really quietly and slowly and gets really close to you and keeps turning sideways so he can show you his "slender female figure" x.x then i kinda started to move away so i could work again and he followed me then tells me about his fake boobs and asks if i have a rainbow pin and i took him to the pins (and this is where i feel horrible) matt (the new guy, he's awesome) was close by so when the guy wasn't looking i threw him this "********' SAVE ME!" look and my hand kinda spazes out by my side and he comes over right when the guy started telling me about the first time he gave a guy a blow job att the age of eight (he's 54 now by the way) and also when i laughed just out of habit and in reaction of nothing right? he said "why is that funny? ._. ...." i was screaming inside, like in clone high with abe lincoln ._.

so matt came over and i really did leave gonk i left poor mathew and then shannon said i could go on break so i did and he was gone when i came back out and matt and i locked eyes and started laughing "OMG THAT WAS SOOOOO CREEPY!" we were saying and he told me that he apparently had a weird look on his face and the guy would ask "is something wrong?" OH s**t I STILL WANNA LAUGH CRY AND RIP MY SKIN OFF TO HIDE UNDER ALL AT ONCE!!! gonk