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if i seam in a bad mood forgive me but i miss everyone from school and everyone who just stop im sorry for everything crying i have a good life to some people and yes i am a snobb but all im doing is standing on my feet since im in fear every monent of dieing because i live in a bad neiborhood and i have a brother ready to kill in 3 seconds and i have bot trouble since i dream about real guys and doing that i think i have chances but schools out and thoese chances left weeks ago and i hear storys of people im can never met my favorit songs r sad ones i belive in makebeilive since real sucks and i cant ever win any thing it hard u know having people around u get everything and u got to work for little things my voice sucks i dance bad but i have to work make it better people have money from sitting on the couch but i have to double chores and do things for other people my dad quite his old job and is leaving for his new one and keeps promising things will be better but they never do i cant read i cant spell since i have dyslexia i cant payattion for 1 minute since i have ADHD but i do learn and no one can take that from me and my family even though i hate them sometimes and i hate that people even think that but i hope people stop but hey i live in a makebeilive world