Well, the Wedding band is off. A while ago, I gave up a love for
a reason that meant keeping sanity. My invisible man. I miss him, think about him
daily, wish the absolute best for him. He doesn't understand this, however. He
thinks I have moved on and forgotten about him. Even though I love him and miss
him, I am really enjoying my freedom though. No more men for now invisible or
otherwise. I am as free as the wind and to breath is a great feeling.
Entry out.
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I am a maritime girl.
If I could breathe in the ocean, it's where I'd live.
I adore the waves that wash over me and the
storms that gather out at sea.
If I could breathe in the ocean, it's where I'd live.
I adore the waves that wash over me and the
storms that gather out at sea.
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I don't mean that degoratively, or anything of the sort, either.
It's just if one of us has to hurt, it should be me, not you.
I hate to bring gender into this, but I'm the guy, I've got to carry the burden.
Thanks for letting me.
Oh, and no, I don't think you've forgotten about me.
It's different but yet, the same, love isn't lost or gained, sad, but life is sad until we get to our final resting place. And still then, it can be an inferno of pain, thankfully, I see both of us going to live in the sky one day, there, if not on earth, will we be together eternally.
I love you. heart
EDIT: And about me beliving you've moved on, nah. I'll just tell you right now, I'm intensely paranoid. I've always been, paranoid about burgulars coming in my room. I'm obsessive about routines, making sure every door is locked before I go to bed. That can explain some of that. Unless you tell me something personally, like reaffirm it and stuff, I'm going to start assuming things and looking around me for traces to everything. I don't think you've forgotten about me, not at all. I just have to be told that to not think you have. Heh. Weird, I know, well, we all have our quirks. I have quite a few, and you know what, can't shun them, embrace your weirdness. Everyone is weird, ya know?