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well 1 of my best friends moved to texas with her bf. crying i miss her a great deal. but what other people dont understand is that she left due to her family acting like an a** to her and treating her shitty and cuz of some of my other friends, whom she doesnt know very well, and family. on mothers day my mom asked me if i was a lesbeian with this friend. i was slighty shocked by this question. but what made it even worse is the fact that one of my sisters was also thinking the same think. i was slightly peeved by this. my grandma told me that she thought that my friend was starting a whore house, cuz one time we got drunk and i was trying to get it on with a guy and my grandma called me and and she kinda ratted me out but we were both drunk and it was kinda funny, and that i was one of the cheep whores. THANKS GRAMS, I REALLY LOVE THE OVERWELMING TRUST UV GOT THERE FOR ME. iv tried to explain this to my grandmother but she will not listen to me at all. iv tried to be nice to my grandmother but she will not listen to me at all. but what really gets me is the fact that im 21 and she still treats me like im a 12 year old little girl. she has forgotten that im a 21 year old female who has freedoms and new exsperences. but my family is not the only one at fault here. her mother is very controlling. what mother isnt huh lol her mom would caus her a lot of stress. my friend has problems with her blood pressure. as a result she can pass out. witch is not funny in any way, shape, or form. but yeah its really scarey. but what really got me was the fact that my grandmother told me that i was going to burn in hell for keeping this friend of mine as a friend. my grandmother told this friend that it affended her that my friend went to the same chruch as she did. when i heard this i was pissed evil evil mad . last week i also found out that a good highschool friend of mine was killed in iraq last week. this was a very sad thing to happen to me and to my other friends. we had known him sence we were freshmen in highschool, and now that we have graduated some of us are still good friends but it pains us greatly that we lost such a good and dear friend. we will miss him dearly and we will remember him always. may his soul rest in peace and god bless him and the work he did for this country. good bye good and dear friend. god speed Derek Dixon. crying crying crying crying cry cry

but yeah thank u for listening to my ranting. hope u have a wonderfull forth of july

god bless our troops here and abroud serving and protecting this country