stare i finaly cracked and ran away from home Thursday 1st of April. Over the years my mom has driven me bonkers and at times it seemed to have gotten better then others it seemed to have gotten worse. i finay couldn't take it anymore. it may not be that bad as hitting me and things but i was emotianly distrot and i never knew if she was going to start hitting me when i was 8 she slaped me so hard i got a black eye but she called child protective servises on herself and got help.i know she loves me and i love her,altho in blind rage i sometimes wish she'ld die. well anyways many times she has packed her things and went out the door as if she were never coming back just out of the blue!! i was scared at first but then mad how could she just do that dosn't she think about how shes effecting me? other times she just sits there staring into blank space.
 redfoxgreeneyes13 · Tue Apr 26, 2005 @ 06:29pm · 0 Comments |
