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Everything is just soooooooo effed right now. Chaos in the natural order of thigns in my life right now. All this work is piling up, I'm axhausted, my friends are frifting, I'm in a predicament, and I'm happiest when its either late at night, or when I'm asleep.

School, it can be fun, but all this work is piling up. All work and no play makes Tef a dull girl. In the passed little bit, its been the first time Ive said "I can't ait for summer vacation". Not bad though, I knew this semester would be stressfull. I was fortunate when it didn't turn out as bad as I had initially thought.

Also, lately I've gotten a tops of 6 hours sleep a night, everynight (so, iether six or less)!!. Im down-right tired. Im almost waiting to get sick, get a day or two off, do some work, whatever. Till then, Im tired and out of it during school.

My friends, things have been weird with the past couple of events. I want them to know how sorry I am, and start really fresh. Blood is thicker than water though. Whatever, I'll make my ammends, no matter what. I want everyone to be happy, and also get better witht he state Im in. Im in a optimist, usually, just right now is one of those little bumps in the road that come and go.

What the hell am I going to do? I'll get something, Im a great planner, I'll manage. Just gotta get the plan. What I have so far is working.

Wait and Hope [till summer]. My plan is so far so good.