It's been a long time since I've been on. I have my reasons as to of why. Only a select few know why.
People have reasons for everything they do. We may never know why or what they do the things they do for, but does it really matter? I find that I am a curious creature. I see people do things and wonder why. I'm told to do something and I ask why. I am constantly thinking. Even in my sleep, I can feel the wheels in my mind turning. I wish I were different. Better. All the time. I always feel like I fall short of what I should be. What I am today was my goal years ago. What my goals are now, I shall become in the future.
I watch constantly. I act stupid to amuse myself and others at the expensive of looking like a mindless fool. I sit and watch, observing why people do the things they do. Somethings I have found make no difference. Other things I have found, mean the world. Somethings are best hidden in shadows and others should be brought to light. But like the wiseman says, you may not like the truth when you hear it.
How true.
The saying the truth hurts is absolutly proof positive. The truth does in fact hurt. We hide our faults the best we can yet others still see them as clear as day. Yet we believe they are as well hidden as a candy bar in a fat family's house. No. What we think may not always be the god honest truth. The truth is something best left alone. The truth comes out on it's own with time. Do not force it or you may not be ready for it when it comes to light. Truth can bring judgement or painful realization.
Ignorance is Bliss
AJ: Shadow of A Requim
 Tadashiini · Wed Jul 25, 2007 @ 09:43am · 2 Comments |
