This will be the title of a new song I'm making. Me and my band are seperated but never broken. I'm in North Carolina and they're in Florida. It's hard to feel like I belong while I'm up here but I know that they'll be there for me. What else are friends for. They've been my best friends since middle school. I love them like brothers. All four of them.
The song will be about what I'm going through right now. Pain and agony. It's worse than it sounds. I promise. It's a family thing. My family is dying from the inside. There's nothing I can do and I live with the pain of knowing that. All I can do is everything I can and yet that's not ever gonna be enough. Noone in this family is greatful of my actions. My efforts. They mean nothing. So why try?
Instead of worrying of what will be since I know it will happen sometime.. I should learn from this and write about it to help others that might be going through the same thing. I'll make it my most heart-felt song.. Since most of my songs are about things I've been through.. all of them are strong songs.. Just since this one is something so full of meaning and feeling.. I'll do my best.
God bless the friends that are my family.
You were there for me when my parents were not.
Justin: Shadow of A Requiem
 Tadashiini · Sun Aug 05, 2007 @ 12:45am · 1 Comments |
