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my life is screwed....my dad hates me, mom substitute me, friends backstab me, i got no luck on school, i have been mad fun of, i feared for my life, i never knew what real love is, i tried to change my destiny but i couldnt....and right here ^poiints heart^ it feels empty and it hurts a lot and im not bleeding....the only person that cared for me is gone she....whos to blame for that me...for being a idiot and a jerk... im not smart, every day since i was sent to earth is to cry and feel alone....tell me why yu sent me god for this....why do i have to carry this...im just in my room writing at my laptop is 11:31 p.m. and my tears wont cease to drop from the pain is big my eyes....i cant stop it ive been cats by myself to a darkhole expecting to never return to ....im on a endless bottomless pit with light in front of me theres light but i cant reach it...then suddenly i feel chains....im covered in chains and i feel like im getting stab by thousands of blades... and i see the peoople i cherish suffer...but i cant do anything....and i see her suffering...but damn me i cant do a thing with the chains on.....i want to save her and all my cherished friends...but i think and if i do save them then what...they forget yu ...and yu feel like why fight...to get the same results...but i dont know why i keep fighting and trusting if they keep hurting me... thats what i feel and think right now
"There are many things given to us in this life for the wrong reasons. What we do with such blessings, that is the true test of a man".[/color:092214e3b0]
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