"I'm just gonna forget this whole night.."
Its funny isnt it? No its not a joke, but the feeling is strange, i have no idea if i have ever said...
"Its strange isnt it? When you get upset and a whole chain of bad events happens"
Its one thing i always think of when bad things happen.
When something bad happens i don;t hurt myself,i slap myself around the face but thats nothing compared to..uh you know.I just eat. And eat. Chat to my dagoe/Rat.Eat even more..
The next famous quote of mine..
"It doesnt matter"
"Why bother?"
"Whats the point??"
And yet in a matter of seconds its all over.
Everything fixes itself eventually,our friends will work out that we were right,or we will work out we are wrong, either way i would rather be wrong and have a friend then be right and lose one.
Ok its 2:20am and i have been watching Big Brother live for over 8 hours,i have milk on my arm which is sticky and awful but meh.
I'm eating frosties and my mum just came in to tell me that its 2:30 (she can't tell the time, or even, she exaggerates) and my foots dead.
I love telling people useless information.Have you ever wanted to cuss someone out? I have, this online geezer called Aj (wow i have never used the word geezer before!) ok hes so two faced and fake.
Yesterday he was fun, today hes a piss head.
I don not want to go back to school
I am dreading it because of trident/work experience, i have a ood job, Barratts shoe shop but..i don;t know what to do, i'm panicking even though i have five weeks of school before it, i have to book an appointment and do an interview..thanks to my mum i know what to say and oh my gosh this song is in Russian! I'm listening to Tatu, i don't know why, they are Russian and have great voices.People didn't like them ebcause they are both girls and kissed a lot in their video. But the song is romantic i suppose, i don't know, i hate romance, however..
I want romance.
The only romance i get is from my Dagoe/Rat when he ONLY squeaks at me and not anyone else in my family. I can't hold him because i am scared,my other dagoe/rat died and...i didn't pick that one up i picked the one up which i have now and he pit my and would'nt let go of my finger, then he fell onto the chair and i really quickly grabbed him and put him back in, my fingr bled a lot.
When my gerbil bit me it was worse..why can't i remember her name? I remember my hamster Ruffles the runt who survived seven hamsters which werent mine. She was great, all..Ruffly.
Oh man, blast from the past, i'm going right back.
I was a kid about 5.My nan and grandad were still together and they had all four of their yorkshire terriors.What were their names again? Timmy,Tessa,Tiny,Trigger and..One last T.The only dogs which have never bit me although their bark made me want to shove my foot up their arses.I hate dogs so much...My grandparents took me to this animal show and bought me my first real pet,Snowy the rabbit.
Before her my parents had a cat called Tiggy who died when i was 8.
My mum also had a rabbit called Rosie but i never held her because she wasnt mine or something like that.
Snowy died about a year later of mix-ma-toe-sis.I never worked out what that was but they had to burn my rabbit, the vets did.I remember when my dad came back and said she had 'gone with the angels'.I can't remember if i cried or not..i have had lots of other rabbits..*long list*
In no order(dead, all of them..)Rabbits
Buster- got killed by my cat
Speckle-old age
Snowball- i admit it, i accidentally killed her...(guilty)
Pearl-died giving birth
Lita
Grayhm (dunno the spelling)
There were more but i can't remember them.
I have lots of guinea pigs and i like them but they..how do i put this nicely..they are homosexual, the lot of 'em.
I have never had a girl Guinea pig.
I have had a gerbil and a mouse,Ruffles,Polly,four unknown babies my mum and awful cousin killed (i hate her so much)and there were more hamsters..
Well, i have gone on about nothing for..19 minutes.
Tarley hoe.
xD
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