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In this life, there are many things we will never understand. We all follow something, something that leads us. We as humans, blindly follow this lead, into what ever it leads us to. He follow our dreams, knowing they may never come through. No matter how hard we try and fight it, we will all lose this game we call life. We all must die at the end, and go to the after life, where ever we are ment to go. We will never know where, or why we were sent on this earth, as a game, or for a reason. there are things we can't see, the truth within the truth, something deeper than what we can dig for. We are just unknowing of what lies ahead. he try and look to the future, to find what we are looking for, yet, it never comes to us. We humans build up so much pain inside ourselves, that we all must bleed it out.

For me, I have had alot taken away from me. I have found that, I, am being called to alchemy more than ever. i what to study this science, to find what I need to help other's in this world! I can't stay here and let others die when I could help them! This is now my calling, a calling that could kill me. And i accept that fact. I will make the true stone, knowing that i may be killed for it, I will make it and see how far i can go with it.

So to all my friends. If I am supported by you, tell me so. I am hoping to find that, i am not alone in this world, and that I am not the only one that has trouble crying.