GAHH!
why does the world have to be soo.... so.. so complicated?
well i dont know but i mean like you accedently do something and like the whole worlds aggenst you.
or you do something right and yet the worlds still agenst you!
thats just messed up.
so the only thing you can do with out makeing any one upset is by doing nuthing.
But..
then again you do have people who agree with you..
what are they called??
oh yeah!
True Friends.
hmmmmm.
my true friends are the people that are closest to me.
like amanda and sarah.
others are people who are there for me no matter what happins
last year at one of our field trips
my supposidly bffl
got mad at me for breaking up with my boyfriend(who is now bi)
she wanted for me to get back together with him but i said no.
she was going out with one of my best friends at the time.
after that i went around hugging all my best friends(execpt her)
and sence her boy friend was on of my friends i gave him a hug.
and ohhh boy did that set her off.
she got soo ticked off that she came over to me and
*SMACK!*
she smaked me.
i was so upset i was crying like a big baby.
in
front
of
everyone.
i didnt care i had just gottin smaked right across the face!
boy did she get in trouble!
We're not friends any more as you can imangine.
but after that i wasnt so popular for a while.
i didnt get much hate mail on www.bebo.com as i thought i would but that dont matter.
im still alive.
so i think ill make it!
cause im a surviver.
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How lame was I?
Well It started out totally awkward and really lame and poser-ish but now I am more business like in my approach and I promise, no more lame-ness ;]