okay, say you're happy for a friend who used to be in love with you but he's finaly moved on, and say you wish u could feel the same way about a person that you're totaly in love with, that you know you were stupid for letting go but you can't seem to get over, and you know it was best for him that you let him go, even if it totaly sucked for you and he started to like someone else, and you REALLY REALLY want to be happy for him, but you just can't. And you don't want to be jelous, and you're not normaly a jelous person but you just can't help but want to be the girl he likes, even tho you've never EVER wanted to be anyone else.
What exactly is it that you're suposed to do? do you completely ignore your own feelings no matter how hard it is for you to do so? or do you fight for what you want? or do you just blow everything up in the tri state area? Or do you pray to god, as i have done MANY times recently, to simply change your mind or make you stop feeling?
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