okay so i feel horrible like absolutely ******** horrible. It's amazing. Normaly when I tell someone off for being a douch and stuff and am totaly honest with them it makes me feel better like, i got some weight removed. But, ever since i gave Aaron that note i've felt absolutely awfull and have no clue why. It wasn't even as mean as I normaly am and I still feel remorse. Maybe it's because I knew he didn't remember being rude and He'd been nothing but nice since he found out that I don't like him. Im not even sure i don't like him now because his reaction wasn't anger or bold faced. I know he's arrogant, but I don't think he's as bad as I thought he was in the begining. I know i should have listened to the boy I trust as opposed to the boy I barely know but my actions were selfish and iggnorent and I don't like feeling that way. Im torn between knowing i should apologize for being such a b***h and being mad becuase he's avoiding a problem he claimed he didn't care about, therefore should have no disagrrements when I attempt to bring it up. And to make matters worse, he apologized, and it wasn't a privet apology, he said it in front of everyone, all his friends and everything. It just made me feel even worse because if he had apologized before, or if i had been less public in my repremandations and he had apologized then none of them would have happend..... i realize im an idiot but there is always a way to improve every situation, i just don't know what it is yet.
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