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I'm now sitting here with tears streaming down my face. I just found out another one of my best friends has died. I want to join him so badly right now. T-T
They won't tell me how he died, but i'm guessing suicide, since he always talked about it. I feel like all of my accomplishments are going down the drain, and I feel my addictions coming back. I want to leave forever.