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how did it start w/ a frindly request?
how did it end w/ me being deprest?
how did i end up loving u?
how did i end up makin love to u?
how does it all conect in the end?
how did we both end up cheatin on our love ones?
and y did u tell me that i was the one?
and then left me out in the cold?
even thou u made me cry more than once
i still end up coming back to u and tell u that "u r the one. u r the cravin of me heart and ur name will always b writen on my heart."
how does it all conect in the end?
how can one man make me want to fly? at first, and die? in the end?

u said that u loved me, and that u cared for me.
was it just a way of gettin inwas it just a way of stayin in?
ANSWER ME!!!
because my heart cant see u w/ anyone else but me!!

if i seem picky,demandin,bitchy,mean,anoyin,nerverackin, and devious, its because im mad and confused
its because i dont kno wat to do
the only thing that i want to do is give up, but thats not the way i grew up
my big brother raysed me to go out into the world and take wat i want in life.
but ur the one i want and need in my life.
and as i wake up and go to sleep.
all that i can picture in my mind is u and me.
ur touch ur words
and wat its all worth.

am i still ur princess?
am i still ur queen?
am i still ur night and ur morning?
am i sitll ur angel?
am i ur life/
and did u really wanted me to be ur wife?
am i still ur light? in the drak?
do u still talk about me?
do u think of me before u sleep?
do u still want to give me the world?...ur wold?
or am i just someone in that world?
how would u discribe wat we had?
do u still want to go back?
do u still want to hold me?
do u stil want me for me?

u said that u loved me nomatter wat?
u said u would hold me till the end.
wene is that end?
if u had the chance...would u come back to me?or would u b too bussy?
how would u hold me?how would u touch me?would u ever get away from me?
so many questions and u can just answer them w/ only 6 words
"I LOV U AND I WILL ALWAYS DO"