every day i go to school,
i see a girl that i love so.
i walk beside her in the hall,
and see her face start to glow.
we talk and laugh with big smiles,
as we hurry to our class.
a quick hug before the bell,
enjoying every moment that does pass.
waving as i reach the room,
i go to my seat and get my book.
wondering how she has been,
my mind quickly changes to his look.
he lives so far and I'm too young,
i wonder why i love this guy.
he doesn't know me nor does he care,
it only hurts me and makes my her cry.
only if only i wasn't gay,
i could show her how much i care.
we could be together,
then she could be happy with no need to stare.
i wonder if she knows my love for him,
of course she does and she cries too.
she gives me her heart for me to keep,
instead i give it back all dead and blue.
while i dream of him,
she dreams of me.
as i look at the moon wishing he was too,
she looks at the moon and wishes the same of we.
damn how i love them both,
and it sucks how i cant have them.
i cry from my heart and not my wrists,
that i have improved thanks to her and him.
but then at every messed up moment,
he pops up in my head.
i think of him and how adorable he is,
and space out as if i were dead.
the new day starts,
and he's in my mind.
as in hers,
i am confined.
that time soon comes back,
and i start to wonder why.
why oh why on earth,
do i love this guy?
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This is a poem that my friend wrote to me. I love him to death!
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