venting for thats all i can do
you know it hurts....you know it sucks....when you have to do everything by yourself....why have others around when...they dont help you. how can you depend on others when they dont even think of you. your own mom wont even take consideration in the biggest thing you have ever done with your life. you wanna get away from the pain and the loneliness and her not caring more about you then herself...'why cant i be with daddy? daddy cares, daddy is always thinking of me...' so why is it hard, why cant life be easy..i cant live like this i need someone to care for me to help me through this life but everyone is always just there....not helping not thinking of me o ranyone but themselves. they say they do its the 'nice kind person they are' they arent they think its everyone else but its not its them!!! its mom....not us kids...i just want a mom thats all i ask for....but i cant even get that...
Drawing~wind · Tue Jan 15, 2008 @ 02:57am · 0 Comments |