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~The unawakend winds~


letting it out...once more...I seem to know what im doing, i seem to be alright but behind close doors my mind ingulfs my so called heart. it races with the thoughts of others more then myself..thoughts of pain and loneliness more then happiness....im rarely happy yet people know me as always happy. sure im happily in love but with the current situtaion thats hurting me. ill let the pain be for i want the man that brings happiness in my dark lit life. I have no desire to life to accomplish to even try and be happy sure i go out and have fun with friends but then i come home...and there is such a different atmosphere...cold..quite...i hate quite sigh i cant seem to find my mind...i cant seem to find the happiness...i cant seem to feel much of anything but negativty....im missing the people that keep me company but all at the sametime i hate them for not being around when i need them...i hate seeing others be happier without me....i must sound emo...not myself...truth is im not myself. where am i? im still looking in the mists of everything, stress, school, love, friends....i lost myself....im done feeling like this but i cant seem to do anything else, feel anything else... Drawing~wind · Wed Jan 16, 2008 @ 04:18am · 0 Comments


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