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I wondered if it was only my imagination , that when u look into a mirror its suppose to do the same as u do , but one day my reflection turned on me .

I'd notice day by day when I was happy the mirror looked depressed , when I smiled it frownd , when I frowned it smiled , it smirked , it grinned , it winked and did all those things yet I , me I wasnt doing all that .

I'd put my hand to the mirror and it did the same , I'd turn a 360 but have the feeling someone sticked their tongue at me .

Am I crazy or just insane maybe but I know what happened that day happened to me.

I stared into the glass , poked it , b***h slaped it , pounched it , kicked it and finally
THOSE HANDS , they came at me pulled me in , straight into another dimention , I didnt know where I was until I tried to run out the door and found myself slammed against an invisible barrier , it had taken my place in this world with its evil ways , it has turned on the ones I loved , the ones that cared for me
yea I know that reflection aint me so everyday when she looks into that mirror I morph into the ugliest most disgusting thing in the universe then I laugh in her face cuz yea I know that b***h aint me ,

So when she see's I'm having fun she just walks over to the knob n turns off the light .

I found myself in darkness but she forgot I'm a morphis so everyday when she comes knockin that girl aint knockin on me

But still I try to fight as the loniness tears out my insides and I try to discover how to get them to notice that the girl in the mirrror is really and truly the real me

And who'd u think discover that yea that aint her daughter mama saw me cry for she knows there can't be reflection without a bodily figure I stay in the darkness searching for the light just like a shadow but one day , one day my heart will set me free and I'll live like I always did at peace and at one with myself as the way it should be.