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Ahhh me and the J man.
He's quite wonderful heart ...VERY actually heart heart heart
I've been talking to him a lot lately, and I have to say it's a lot of fun, lol!
And sometimes..we could just be silent, for a minute and even a while...
and I'd just be, SO happy, it's just weird...
and his voice.....WOW heart it's so lovely..
so calm and sweet....and when he holds me close it's like...
something trickles up my spine and his touch is tender and I can't help but to feel safe...
and when I look into his brown eyes, GOODNESS GRACIOUS sweatdrop
I can't even stare for too long, cuz if I do I'll have the most foolish looking smile on my face
..Yizzles, for shizzle, I wanna mizzle this dizzle
I want to marry Jonas, so SO badly...it's as though I'm impatient about it..
No man but him, no man no man...
And he's so distant from this all...at least from how I feel.
For some reason, he doesn't realize how badly he effects me, how deep he's made my feelings for him....he always says he doesn't do anything...but he really, does! lol
I've never met someone....so kind and sweet...so appreciative for someone like...well, me.
He acts like I'm just the most beautiful thing, ever....wow, it's just....wow eek
And he thinks he's not so attractive, WOW....for real for real
since I first laid eyes on that sweetie of mine, I was just, like..
u ain't eva gunna get him Jaz, so don't you think it! Don't you dare...
and if I ever caught a glimpse of him looking at me, my body melt.....it really did..
I had never felt so bad for someone before....how is it he makes me weak, but yet, so full of energy and full of jubilance....
and he doesn't even know it...he's like Zorro or Where is Carmen Sandiego, or whatever her name was....
Oh how much he is so dear to me I can barely speak it....
The J Man and his magic has put a spell on me. heart heart heart heart heart